You didn't grow up in a safe environment
You took on adult duties way too early in life
You get hurt no matter how hard you try
You were harshly judged for making mistakes
You had to figure out everything on your own
You were made to feel you aren't good enoughR
You sensed my weakness like a bloodhound from day one.
You preyed on my vulnerabilities like it was a sport. You exploited my insecurities and carved your name deeper over my previously stitched scars (as if I would ever dare to fully heal).
You saw my previous wounds and made it your mission to personalize them.
And you did. You left a mark on my soul that will never truly leave.
But now that I've healed, I forgive you.
But more importantly,
I forgive myself for thinking I needed love so badly that I foolishly believed, I had found it in you.
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