Maybe you overthink so much because:

• You didn't grow up in a safe environment

• You took on adult duties way too early in life

• You get hurt no matter how hard you try

• You were harshly judged for making mistakes

• You had to figure out everything on your own

• You were made to feel you aren't good enoughR

You sensed my weakness like a bloodhound from day one.

You preyed on my vulnerabilities like it was a sport. You exploited my insecurities and carved your name deeper over my previously stitched scars (as if I would ever dare to fully heal).

You saw my previous wounds and made it your mission to personalize them.

And you did. You left a mark on my soul that will never truly leave.

But now that I've healed, I forgive you.

But more importantly,

I forgive myself for thinking I needed love so badly that I foolishly believed, I had found it in you.